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Argh..having troubles falling asleep. Body clock's all screwed up. I think I should get a job with a night shift. Screw the whole getting older faster possibility.

Having wierd dreams again. Also, having very wierd thoughts while lying awake and willing myself to sleep. This is not good.

Have been renewing connections with people that i have not been talking to for a long time. It feels awkward and somehow false. Seems that all we have in common and to talk about mainly concerns the past. A somehow polished and edited version of the past.

I think I like the word "stymie (verb)", in the context of being a situation or problem presenting such difficulties as to discourage or defeat any attempt to deal with or resolve it such that it is to hinder, block, or thwart.