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after such a lengthy haitus from blogging, i finally decide to fill it with something before the higher powers decide to scrap this activity-less blog.

so right now, my entire life is just filled with honours, honours, honours and (oh yah, how could i forget!) honours! seriously this whole academic thing bleeds right into my subconsciousness too. i actually dream of experiments that failed, thesis that just dissappears or scenes where my supervisor asks me to REPEAT experiments. it's a damn bloody scary lah.

so basically there is just 1 week plus till the official stop date of all experiments and after that it's 4 (arh! panic attack!) weeks before the due date of the thesis itself. somehow even though i'm bloody whinging about all these, i think somewhere deep down inside i actually like this. i know. i need help. need to get therapy for the serious psychological self-flagallation that i do to myself everyday.

besides all that, i have realised that i have very very bad writing abilities, which makes my thesis a very boring read. i really thank pple who have volunteered to read my thesis for me. this pple are great man! give them an ndp award for their self-sacrifical and heroic act, cause yeah..it is possible to die from reading my thesis.

gtg back to the lab to check up on my gel..tah for now..whoever is still reading abt this crap no-life of mine.